WARNING.

i am going to ramble on about star wars, the problems with it, my thoughts on it, and philosophies which come from it as i percieve it. a lot of my information may be wrong. feel free to correct me.


okay first off, george lucas has got to be one of the most angsty-est geeks ever. think about it. he must have a problem with love or something. only evil people can feel love? what kinda fucked up way to live is that. not that *I* have a problem with being evil, but most think its a rather shitty way to live. but think. he must have gotten rejected something feirce to have such... distaste for love... atleast for episodes I, II, III. anakin loves padme... and turns into someone evil and kills precious things, destroying his own love. sooo.. love=evil. k. whatever lucas.

anyway. i noticed that weird trait thru-out the prequels, but not in the original trilogy. strange... how it's the opposite in the original.... i read that in another script or whatever, luke turned to the dark side after killing his father. again, love=evil. leia was to become the next jedi to take on the dark side... (( a storyline which i would have LOOOVEEDD?! a girl kickin' ass? a girl.. in the spotlight using a lightsaber... chyeah. as much as i root for the dark side, i root for girls kicking ass more )) but somethign tells me lucas was forced to change a few things when it came to making the films for teh publics. ie: the imfamous starwalker name was originally starkiller. which is more pleasing for the public? yeah. but that name would have given the impression that all persons with that name would be.. starkillers, and be part of the darkside. <3. yeah.

now... here's another thing. i remember readng SOMEWHERES something like "in the completion of the prequel trilogy we see anakin skywalker transomform to darth vader and truly become the chosen one" or soemthing like that. now.. when anakin is in that lava burning the fuck up, and obi-wan is just like "YOU WERE THE CHOSEN ONE. LOL I JUST LEAVE YU TO DIE NOW COZ I LOVE? YOU." (( ooo! lack of love= death?! )) so... err.. was anakin the chosen one or not? the question is, did he really bring balance to the force? to me.... yes. immediately, atleast. see, in episode I, there WERE jedi. a jedi counsel and everything. and they said the sith had been extinct for over a century (( AND PADME JUST SAID SHE WAS PREGNANT TO ANAKIN AND I GET TEARY EYED EVERY FUCKING TIME I SEE IT OMG ;; )).... ssssssoooooooo by anakin becoming darth vader and keeping the sith tradition ALIIIVEEE, did that not bring a balance? without evil there is no good, and vice versa. there was an imbalance because the jedi exsisted... and how is it that there is only like.. ... 2 siths. and like.... a 100 jedi/padwan learners?! that's not balanced!!! THAT'S NOT BALANCED!!!!! MOAR DAKR SIED!!!!! (( ooo yay bare chested anakin :D~ <3 ))

also. lucas is a fuckhead. keeps changing his quotes, ideas, plans. FILMS FOR FUCKS SAKE.

k. so. for teh first time EVAR i watch the 'rigonal trilogy. on dvd. yeaah. awsmo. i've only had it since the DAY IT CAME OUT. i've watched it several times... in the past.. few years, but i guess never on dvd. and i am SORELY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU LUCAS. why was jabba newly animated?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. what the fuck. ;; he looks so horrible. plus he's too fat to move. and then... AND THEN. HO MAN. AND THEN the ending to return of the jedi was changed. i wasn't sure at first because it had been forever since i seen the ending... but.. why didn't they keep the origonal guy in there for the astral body thing?!! WHY WTF?! as MUCH as i love hayden christiansen for anakin, it looks wrong to see the like... 18 year old one right there, when the 40something year old anakin JUST. DIED. .... WHAT?! i don't... AGH LUCAS, YOU'RE A FUCKHEAD. AND MAKE MOVIES AS ADDICTING AS CRACK >0 also, the adding in of animated creatures looks very wrong amongst the backgrounds of movies made in the 70's. it.. er... having the puppets of the 70's mixed with the animations of the..now.. is.. TOTAL CRAP.

also, why wasn't yoda completely animated in episode one? in 2 and 3 he was... i like him better animated, but fuck, frank oz is an awesome puppeteer. and i;ve thought that one for a long time (( YAY MUPPETS )). but yeah. i TOTALLY forgot about when luke searched for yoda on that.. one.. planetmoon thing whose name i forget. OH MAN. i do love yoda in that. he was like... fuckin' insane.... i guess after that long of seeing no one, he had to go a little cuckoo. i was laughing like.. out loud.

just noticing common camera angles for anakin in epi.3. often from above, with him looking up, exposing much of the whites of his eyes. using a trait which is used in comicbookcharacters to show EVIL!!!!111one the more white in someone's eyes the more evil they look. yeah..!

SHIT--- my battery died, but thankfully this needlessly long pot was saved!!!111one

there was another few things i wanted to point out about the strangeties of the star wars universe, but my head is broken ;;

oh yeah. how does leia know her mother. MAJOR. FUCKING. MISTAKE. AGGGHH. padme shoulda lived. she was supposseeedd to. MAKE DARTH VADER MORE POWERFUL. her evilness as a politican and his PURE DARKSIDE EVIL combine... to make... TEH ULTIMATE EVIL. ... love. yes love. LOLS WTF i'm rambling a bit.
but padme dies because she loses anakin's love (or so she thinks) loses the will to live after giving birth and dies. again, the lackk of love= death. love= evil. losing that evil leads to death.... as that phrase goes "a nessescary evil".. as i see it atleast.

and typically, the jedi LIVE! and they feel nothing but the force (( and possibly the younglings. lol ghei joke )) i hate how... indiectly apathetic the jedi are. they look like they care about everything... except what seems to be most important for many humans today. which is.. gasp. you guessed it. love.

so i guess i don't understand the star wars marriages.. because it would go against what star wars teaches. that love makes you die :(
your thoughts betray you.

my thoughts must betray me, too.


for the past week and a half i've watched episodes I, II, or III everynight. and tonight i've watched IV, V, VI, and am now in the middle of III.

i've also had like 3 sodas in the past 5 hours. and i am about to get up and get another.



[edit] i remember something now: how does a sith or a jedi die anways? aren't they supposed to see the future? ... it should be like.. a never-ending battle. and why do the 'background' jedi that no onw knows the names of die just as fast as the battle droids? this leads me to beleive that the sith are in fact more powerful, and the dark side is the place to be, even though the jedi say otherwise. THOSE DIRTY LIARS!

[edit#2] ah jeezus i remembered another thing!!!11one lucas must also have a problem with fathers. anakin didn't have one. luke BARELY had one, and as much as boba fett called jango fett his dad, he wasn't. just a clone..! father figures, but naever a real father.

i also noticed that PEOPLE!! yeah this is about people now, not star wars. people who like metal more tend to like fantasy more. people who like electronic tend to like sci-fi more. not that the latter is much of a stetch, but it's kind of funny. now is sci-fi a sub-genre of fantasy or the other way around?

back to star wars. i am sad because i think long ago i sold my podracing game ;; WHICH MAKES ME SAD. i thought i kept it because me and my sister both liked it even tho she doesn't like star wars much. but fuck damn i want to play it almost desperately everytime i see the podraces from epi.I. but i can't locate my gaaame. SAAD FAAACE. i wanted to play as ody mandrel to .. slightly tap the sides of the pod to make him go "AAAAAUUGHHHH!!!!!!" it's funny. and get my sister to play so she may impersonate watto and say "have-a you seen.. my toothbrush..?" LOL. stfu. star wars <3.